You know this blog site exist for one reason and one reason only, it is my complete belief that GOD wanted me to share my past experiences, and my trials today as a testimony for Him, for what He can do in ones life. I understood I was putting my feelings in jeopardy, I actually thought about the consequences I am now having, if they were read by certain people, and almost didn’t write what I felt God wanted me to tell people. But I will never fear the judgment of humans over the blessings of GOD, not for one second. So I wrote them, detail for detail, now that these consequences have arrived, there are no regrets, I am my Fathers child, and my Father is GOD. You see GOD ask us to be testimonies for Him, to live our lives to do one thing, glorify GOD, through this site and many other things I involve myself with, I know I am. Knowing this, I also knew the devil would do everything he can to stop me and while the devil gets me down from time to time, honestly, he has me pretty down right now, but I will never and I mean never stop being a testimony for my GOD. Although, right now is probably, no it is the biggest battle I’ve had in I don’t know how long, I know for a fact I live my life to the will of GOD and because of that, I know this was part of His plan. I might not know why, or what the outcome might be, and as broken as I am right now, I have faith in my GOD. Faith to know He is in control, faith to know that He knows best, and not try and take that control, faith to accept the pain I have, and the aloneness I’m feeling, is what He wants me to have at this very moment. You know being a Christian and a servant for GOD, I know the devil will tempt you, and I know the closer you are with GOD, the more he will tempt you, and I’m glad He does, it’s when he doesn’t tempt you, you need to worry about. But what I’ve learned its how you handle those temptations that make you who you are, I chose to give mine to GOD, I will not be sorry for that, nor will I regret sharing the things I share. Being tempted doesn’t make you a bad person, being tempted doesn’t make you unworthy of someone’s respect, being tempted is a test of faith, I am so thankful I have GODS answer book, and I will continue to share my temptations, and how I gave them to GOD, and how He revealed Himself to me. I appreciate everyone’s time in visiting my site. GOD BLESS!!!
NO REGRETS
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Keep the faith, Shaun! And don’t sweat the details, that’s God’s job!